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The third time

I'm going to tell a story today. There was this day, the first day I ever fainted. It happened 3 times on that day. The first I fell on the ground, the scar in the back of my head was hurting, so my mom sat me down, so I would eat breakfast. So I fainted again. But the highlight was the third time. I was outside the emergency room, waiting, and feeling better. When I faint, but this time was different. I didn't blacked out like the other two times, I fell, but I could feel, and hear. I heard the voices calling my name, and the slaps trying to wake me. And I couldn't react. I wanted to open my eyes. I told my mouth to answer, but the voice wouldn't come out. That's how I feel right now. But... Anyone noticed that I'm gone? Does anyone care? Should I wake up? Is it worth it to be alive and all alone? I wish was strong.

Pedido

Peço perdão aos céus Por não conseguir crescer Peço perdão por ser Peço desculpa às pessoas Que se atravessam no meu caminho Faço por me esconder e desviar Mas o mundo é pequenino Peço desculpa a quem tiver de me aturar Por não ser um ser Que não consiga estar Totalmente sozinho Peço desculpa por existir E por nascer Mas não pude escolher E agora deveria sair Mas peço desculpa por querer ficar E por querer lutar por mim Peço desculpa por demorar Mas um dia chegarei ao fim